So I got a new laptop...

Have you ever liked someone and knew for an undeniable fact that there was no chance this side of Hell that they'd like you back? This entry has nothing to do with that.

I replaced my laptop. I replaced it, figured out how to get the files off my backup drive onto the new laptop and am now working on downloading various programs that I used to have. These are all things that I'm doing instead of laundry. I really do need to wash at least one of my two white shirts so that I have something  to wear for tomorrow. Either way...

New laptop! And I have nothing else interesting to say.

Jamey Johnson - In Color

That video reminds me of my old job. I had this awesome partner whose awesomeness was based in reasons besides the fact that we both loved country and rock music. We were listening to that song and he asked if I had seen the video. I was like, "No, is it good?" and he told me that I had to see it. It was really simple but moving. And now whenever I hear the song, I think about the company that ll that occurred at. I only kind of miss it.

I have reason to believe that my sister and her boyfriend are contemplating marriage. My evidence is the fact that my niece came up to me earlier today and asked me, in an oddly hushed tone, if I was planning to get married. I told her that I wasn't going to get married and, at the rate I was going, I was likely to die alone and my body would be partially eaten by my cats before I was found. She was relieved by this information.

As it turns out my sister was sharing her concerns that if we both married our family name would die out. I think, with his youngest being 24 and his oldest being 26, that if my father hasn't had time to get used to the fact that his family name might die out, then I obviously came from stock that needs to be allowed to die out.

I'm actually a little scared about her getting married. Why? Because, in my family's eyes, she'll be less of a failure. They're not traditionalist, they just believe that any woman who isn't with someone is a failure at life. My sister and I don't really talk to the family as much as our cousins do so, whenever we get together for a major holiday, my sister and I are relentlessly picked on.

Last Christmas, neither one of us had boyfriends and the city had just survived a hurricane. This Easter, she has a boyfriend and I had to work. That's how I know Jesus is real, he made it so that I'm working on the first holiday that she had a boyfriend to show off.

Next holiday? I might be alone in my shameless single state. My family is so distressed by this fact that they don't even bother saying hi to me anymore. This is normally how our interactions go...

Me: *hesitant* Hi...
Family: Where's your boyfriend?
Me: The land of imagination?
Family: What?
Me: I don't have one.
Family: Still? Why?
Me: I don't know. Boys find me repulsive?
Family: That's not true. You're so pretty. It's because...

And then they spend the next five or so hours dissecting my personality, in much the same way one would dissect a mysteriously dead deer, and each person then debates over which of my idiosyncrasies are causing my lack of a boyfriend. It usually only takes an hour or two of my personality, flaws and otherwise, being shoved down my throat, that I become disgusted by me. But I can't leave! Because they're family and no matter how fast or far you run they'll just track you down and keep making you hate yourself.

The fun part is the fact that the more holidays I work they more they make me feel guilty for working the holidays. It's really the only time I see them and I do like them... for the first ten seconds that I see them.

Comments

[TheFiercestCalm]

[this is good] Hahaha. Gosh, you're so funny!

Answer to your question, first sentence: OH HELLS YES unfortunately. Who hasn't? Is there currently someone you like who will never like you back? It's awful, but it is how it is.

New laptop! Hurray! Can't live without a computer, can we?

The conversations you have with your family re: boyfriend or lack of boyfriend rather are exactly how my convos with my fam go. They simply fail to understand why I don't have a boyfriend too and they make it their responsibility to list out all of my nonsensical qualities that attribute to my not having a boyfriend. It just makes me feel worse! Ugh.

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